to little too late

am i wicked. well i thought i was ugly, stupid, dumb, worthless, boring and more before that. but anyways everybody has a point of view. and yes I give out negative vibes. i've enough instances to prove my point. but what can be changed, turned around. and why do i tell you. maybe i need support, maybe but i think not. Why can i not keep it to myself and be okay with it. i know these words are a formula, a known, of teenage angst and confusion, and that i've physically grown over it, this is pedestrian. but holding back the urge defeats the purpose of this space.

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