Speak out in Silence

Why is it that I am silent When I am to shout
Why do I speak when I am required to be shut

Why is it that am writing this for all to see, when I wan't my feelings to be private.
Why am I posting ideas on the web, while my door is locked.

Why....

and why did i name my blog so that the proxy blocks access to it.
still why do I break though it to pour this shit out.

I know there is no one to talk to, why then my heart not belive,

why I hope that this will be liked by someone, why when i hate it.

why do i say why, when I don't understand.

Why I have these doubts, why I cannot stop.

This was to be a two line post, why my fingers betray me.
Why this structure, why no even spaces, why humans fighting,
why i no-one, why we want to be someone. and the ones troubled by it. why i make no sense, and why still i am not stopping, my i am not editing, why not hiding my mistakes.

Why i can't sleep, and cannot attend.

Why in this world answers are with ones who don;t like to answer
and questions with one's who don't ask.

WHY
WHY
WHY
WHy